…so I close my eyes to old ends and open my heart to new beginnings.
I suppose this is it. This is the moment I have been waiting for, for such long time. My moment.
I have moved to Prague and already have one week behind me at the university. What?! Everything was so quick and busy. Still in process but today is Friday and that means a free day for me and I can finally sit down behind my new table and write down a new blog post for you, while watching an amazing sunset view over the city. I wish you could see it! It is the favourite part of mine about this new room I will call home for at least another year and probably more.
Today is my first weekend away from home since I am away. My friend/roommate went back to Ostrava but I stayed. At the beginning of the week I was so sure that I will go home too, but I guess my responsible brain convinced me not to, even though my heart was begging. So here I am, sitting in our room alone, thoughts crossing my mind like crazy. However, I am glad I stayed. It gives me a space to settle, think everything through and simply to be on my own for some time.
It is weird. I wasn’t expecting these emotions to come. I miss my family, I miss my home. I thought I was more tough. I know I am not so far away, it’s not on the other side of the world. But it feels like that. On the other hand I also know that if I haven’t done this, I would have been complaining about being home 24/7 anyway. So I am glad I did what I knew I had to do despite all the downs. But its hard af, not gonna lie.
My heart is sad, but also happy. My heart has been pretty confused lately, let’s just say. It breaks a little but the light comes in right after, because I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be with the best partner in crime I could possibly ask for. When you have the right person by your side everything is much much much easier. Always.
So let’s begin the new journey. Let’s make the most of the opportunity I’ve been so luck to get. Thank you for giving me a chance to start building my own life. Thank you for letting me fly.